Angel's Watching Over Me
Prologue:
About a girl who sees ghost. And thinks that shes crazy.
Chapter 1 -
You ever felt so close to something even though you know you are far from it? Like how far you may be far from heaven but yet you feel like for some reason you are connected with it. I know that I have but I have always wondered if other people are ever like that as well. I guess it's just funny how your mind sometimes wonders off by itself and gets you on the strangest subjects. But you can't help but wonder if there is something you don't know about that you should. Something out there that you should be around or with. Sometimes you can't help but wonder if it's just the angels calling you to come home or something like that even as ridiculous as that may sound. Still every night I pray that if it's what I think for them just to take me home. Home to where I'm actually suppose to be. Still I wonder if there are angels watching over me. Still I wonder if this world, this place is where I'm really suppose to be? And if not how come the angels haven't come to get me yet? Are there really angels that are watching everything I do? Every step that I take? Everything that I touch? Every move that I make? And every breath that I take? And when I think things like these I can't even help myself to just laugh.
I could've sworn that this morning I woke up in a lake or a pond. Well that was before I opened my eyes. Everything was dry there was no water in sight. And I wasn't sweating or anything. But I am absolutely sure that I felt water it was deep and I was about to drown and it wasn't a dream because, I didn't have a dream. Did I. Or did the angels do it to send me a sign. There I go again. Talking crazy like that again. It's a good thing that I don't do that in public or people would think that I really am crazy and that I should be in a mental insuituite or something like that when I know that I shouldn't. But what was that water that I felt and was it really water. If it wasn't then what was it. Maybe I really am going crazy. I hope I don't start hearing voices then I would be convinced for sure that I have lost it. But what was that liquid on my bed if there really was anything there?
I didn't tell no one about the water. I didn't want anybody thinking that I was completely insane, especially no body at school that would be bad. I didn't even tell my parents. They don't have to know. Actually I would much more appreciate it if they never asked me about my personal life ever again. Besides I never give them more then a three-word answer anyway.
My mother didn't say anything this morning. She was just staring out the window like nothing would possibly ever go wrong. Her eyes always sparkled like the morning sun when she has that look on her face. Sometimes I can't help but wonder if my mom is an angel. And she's olny here on earth cause she doing a favor for God. That would make me an angel also.
My dads reading the newspaper. I read the back of it.
A body of a three year old girl who
was murdered a week ago found in a
trashbag in the lake. Little three
year old Tiera disappeared at a
family picnic last Monday. Her
parents immediately called the
police after looking everywhere
that she could've possibly gone.She
was found yesterday with her head
cut off. Police are still looking
for the killer who has yet to be
found.Please call 054 -5545 if you
witness somebody ever kidnapping a
little girl.
Chapter 2 -
Oh, that poor little girl. I wish there weren't people that actually do take little girls and just kill them like that. I know that I never will. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I did. Besides I'm not that cruel and I never will be. I don't think that little girl did anything to deserve it either. After all she's only three. So where was her angel when this happened. I get very disturbing images just reading that. I hope that who ever killed her gets caught very soon. I take I good look at her picture. Then I go upstairs to get dressed.
When I get to my room. I see little Tiera sitting on my bed, sucking her thumb and rocking back and forth. I know that I am not seeing things. I'm scared to move. Then little Tiera turns to me, with big wide red eyes, they are red and puffy from her tears.
"Help me. Please help me," she talking in between sobs.
I stand there for a second wondering how am I suppose to help you if your dead.
"How? How am I suppose to help you if your dead." I say very softly.
She turns her head back looking out the window. She still rocking. Then she says, "I am not dead. No I am not dead. They lie all of them lie. I need you to help me." She says in a soft voice that it's almost scary. She starts walking toward me and then she justs disappears.
My head starts spinning and all that I am seeing is blurs. Like I'm spinning faster then I should be. I hear screaming. Crying, shouting, I can even recognize a struggle. I see blood. But it is not Tiera's blood I can tell that it's not her who's bleeding. Then everything comes too a stop. I'm back in my room again. And there are tears running down my face slowly. This makes me want to help her more then ever. I feel so bad. I feel like it was partly my fault. I hear laughter. It's Tiera's laughter on the day of the picnic. Now I'm just feeling so frightened.
How come I'm seeing all of this? How come Tiera chose me too help her? If there was anybody else here with me would they would've been able to see her also? Did my parents hear her? Did she walk downstairs when she disappeared? All of the questions that I ask myself send chills up my spine. I look at myself in the mirror. My face is pale and you can see the shock in my eyes. I just want to run downstairs and tell my parents everything. But they wouldn't believe me. Nobody would. And that's what scare's me most of all.
I want to cry. I want to cry because I think I'm insane. But I want to be normal. I'm not crazy! NO! I'M NOT CRAZY! I never will be. Before I even know it. I'm sitting in the only corner that isn't blocked by furniture in my room shaking, and shuddering from how frightened I am.Tears start running down my eyes again. Then I start rocking myself back and forth. Faster and faster. I finally get up to go to school. I just don't know how to get past my parents without them seeing that I'm so shaky that I can barely walk straight. I fell like a drunk person that had way too much.
I begin to walk down the stairs almost falling on each and every one. I'm gripping the railing so tight, like it's the only thing that can possibly save my life. I realize that my parents have already gone to work. Then I realize my teacher's and friends will be way concerned when I get to school. I can just imagine myself sitting in the bathroom under the sink, skipping all my classes so I don't have to answer any questions.
It takes me a while but, I find my way to school. I'm not as shaky by the time I get there. But the tears are still running down my face like Niagara Falls. And it seems crazy but I think I can even feel my face getting paler by the second. And each time I blink I see little Tiera standing right in front of me like she is blaming me. It feels like I can't even breath. And I keeping on cracking every bone that I know how to crack. And I'm rubbing my hands together like crazy.
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