DeathStone

Is this the end of us?
To be hidden the relationship between us
For not let anyone know that we're together
Such a painful that all I'm to you is nothing
Because all it matter is some other guys...
I don't know what else to say to you anymore
Just shatter my tears all over my face
To think the emotion you put me through
Over and over again that I'm trying to ignore this
To not let you seeing how much I'm hurting
With our relationship so hide it away from other
To see that we love each other...

What is it that I did wrong?
For you to put me somewhere that nobody see me
I trying to come out and let everyone know
But all you do is put me in a hidden place
Not letting anyone know that we're together
I'm sorry, but this is how I'm feeling
Like being choking with this tears it goes
In to my mouth with each drop from my eyes,
What is it that I have to do to show you?
That you're one for me and not let you hide me
Like I'm the one that you want to keep it secret
Between us... or you have another relationship with?
Another person but don't want to be ruined because,
Of this relationship that we're having,
Please tell me what it that you wanted...is
Is it me or that guy that you're having a hard time to decide?
Is it that I'm not perfect like him?
Or was it that you don't have that same way feeling
Like you have for that guy?

I'm here crying each night to think what going on between us
Why it is this relationship is so hard to be happy
When all I'm being is hidden away from everyone to see
That I love you with all my heart thou can you feel my emotions
Is it that hard for you to notice me?
For not care about those friends of yours too much?
Because that all I'm feeling is that I'm nothing
To be alone in this relationship or was it meaningless between us?
I'm so tiring and sick of this feeling,
Like our relationship isn't going anywhere while I'm crying
My ass off to know that you're friends matters to you more then I
Why are you not letting me go my way because I'm not the
Guy you wanted to be with anymore but those guys
Right there that you care so much for rather my feeling
Has nothing meaningless to you anymore,
I'm so tired of this, so much pains I'm feeling right now
Just wanted to kill myself over and over again
Because all I'm nothing anymore, but just a guy you hided away

So tell me what is going on between us for real
To you I'm urn hubby, but in front of other guys, I'm nothing
Just a guy friend to you...
Is this how you wanted our relationship to be?
To be in pain with drama's between us over and over again
All matters to you is those ****ing guys I'm so hate alot
But then again you like them more then you're own husband...
Please release me and let me go my way because all I'm to you
Is nothing anymore just some guys you used from the start...?

(This is how I'm feeling) though it doesn't matter anymore
Because all I am nothing...
Just a guy full of love for a girl that wasn't enough for her
Like her friends gave to her...
But who cares... I'm just a guy that she doesn't care about...
So let me cry this out and feel better after that.
So please let me go because you don't need me anymore
Rather you got your guys friend right there to keep your companies...
Here my last tears for you that I will cry for the pains
You giving it to me because now I know the truth,
You don't really love me like we used to be for each other
I'm just another guy to you not as important like your guys friends....