There is no such thing as heaven for me
For me there is no such thing as heaven
There is only burning fire but never any water to put it out
There is only an image that lacks love, comfort and warmth
There is life, but no happiness found
There are feelings, feelings that don't matter to anyone
There is a body, a body that only experiences hardships
There is a song but no proper tune or melody to accompany
In this lifetime there is just not enough happiness at all
Everytime eyes open up all that could be seen is misery
Painful and terrifying
Tears nearly cover a whole lifetime
Pain that cannot be measured
Unmeasurable like the whole continent put together
The feelings I kept saved, hoping for a new life every night and day
Just vanish away with the wind, like smoke that escapes away from fire
I'm a person like everyone else in the world
But none other wonder or be miserable like me
But unlike me who has to ponder and think
Even if I thought till my death approaches
No one would just understand at all