hey lil sis...just want to wish you a happy new yr. havent seen you on lately. anywho, tomor suck b/c i have to go back to work...so lazy. oh by the way my panthers going to the playoff...pray they win the games and head to the superbowl. should i not have my hopes too high...anywayz so excited!!!
What is left of me if love is gone?
I sleep alone with my pillow forever
There goes the life that once had meaning
The wind blows and howls at me near my window, asking me
Why bother to live any longer if he had left?
The park, the meadows, the little ones stopped singing.
Like dead silent, but ears still listening but what can be heard anymore of love?
The skies have black clouds which create darkness.
Covering all the light.
My heart only has stupid miseries and loneliness.
The love, the warmth, the happiness, suddenly gone far away from me.
Only left within inside my memories.
When I think of it, my heart pains so much that it can break into two.
Everywhere I turn its very tight and crowded and no room for me.
The place that we once had lived together.
Now had become, a world without any happiness at all.
The precious treasures inside my heart, disappeared and faded away.
This world I can only see hopelessness and loneliness forever.
Oh the sound coming from the flute.
Can hear it nearby, dearest flute why wake me up from my dream for?
If the owner of the flute doesn't forgive me.
Doesn't pity one bit the true love I have for him.
That I've been waiting for him for so long.
Oh my dearest flute the love of my life.
Do you know that I've been waiting hundreds of days, months and years for you?
Flute, you play then why suddenly make changes for?
The dearest flute love of my life, can you please just kill me instead then?
Destined lovers or not lovers. I don't care even being your maid.
Even if you have a wife already, I still love you till death.
I love even till the world ends, even into when my life is over.
Oh the sound of the flute. I can hear the flute nearby.
How come the owner of the flute would not respond to me?
Tell me now, tell me so I can at least be satisfied with a simple answer.
If you plan on ending my love, why don't you just destroy me instead?
I am waiting for you, waiting for you.
In the midst of the late night waiting for your arrival.
The moon has also risen but it worries me instead.
Worried, my love where are you at this moment?
I am waiting, waiting regardless, waiting regardless.
Not one minute goes by that I never think of our promise.
The lake waters I can see clearly my own reflection.
My reflection, so pale and lonely waiting all alone.
By now my love. The night has passed. Has passed long gone already.
I can only hear the words we used to say to one another.
I am completely hopeless at this point my dear.
I loved only you, only you.
I would never want you to worry one bit.
Until you got the taste of love from me and turned your back.
It's obvious, you tend to cheat on me purposely.
I'm still waiting for you every moment, every moment. No matter happens what my love for you won't change. The surrounding environment & all is still there. But you are gone quiet, nothing heard from. Making me think of you, unable to forget all the memories
The only thing left is the place we once held each other. Staring into the sky which is high above the world. The only thing left now are dreams & memories. I'm still waiting regardless day or night. With all my love I"m waiting, only for you
The wind blows by every often so blissfully. But it's unable to keep me cool or put my mind at ease. Clouds drift by covering light shining the world. The sky is dark every corner I turn. Which day is it that I will be free of these worries?
Or is it that your love for me has changed for another, for another? Giving me up & leaving me live all lonesome & tragic. Have you forgotten all our promises we made for our love? We both had sworn together. Risk life & death with all our hearts
The dawn is setting, the night is close by already
The little ones are chirping from afar across the ocean miles away
Oh the lonely city, where my memories of you come into mind
And I'm constantly drowning myself into tears when in thought
During the nights I sleep on your hand, the mornings I sleep on your lap
Our words we promised, the pillow we shared, all words are still in tact
When I think of these memories, my mind feels like breaking into peices
I close my eyes & nearly die from crying because of missing you
Oh the lonely december night
The clouds drifting by laughing seeing the sight of me in depression
My heart pains so much like carrying weights around
I'm all alone & worrysome indeed
The lakes and rivers I can see the shadow of the moon rising clearly
The night is deep & passing by so quickly, it seems the world is hopeless & has no light shining
In the middle of night, stars surrounding the skies
In my heart I dream of you
So, the sky is very far and hard to reach.
The little ones in pairs they are able to be free and fly happily across the air.
Strange how people are always constantly fighting.
After one another all the time full of hatred and revenge.
Hearts made with no forgiveness at all.
Sleep well, sleep tight, safe and sound my love.
This lifetime is truly tragic indeed.
But don't be hopeless yet.
Do you hear the winds blowing swiftly?
The little ones are always around to cheer us up and listen to our pain.
If we do good deeds.
Those good deeds will surely pay us back some day.
Charity will leave us happiness behind eventually.
And we can win over all the hatred one day for sure.
As long as we have life.
Then we also still have hope.
Don't be hopeless at all ok.
The rain will die down eventually once the sun comes up.
Don't be afraid to smile at all.
That one day there will be hope.
Sup lil sis...happy now I am replying on your wall...lol how the heck am I suppose to know. Been a long nite...*sigh* buzy w/ stupid college bowls. Tonite my panthers is playin monday nite football so rushed home to watch that. anywho so happy you found a job. if you come on just im me.
The lonely december night
The clouds drifting by, laughing seeing the sight of me in depression
My heart pains so much like carrying weights around
I am all alone and in thoughts like crazy
Our words we promised, the pillow we shared, all words are still in tact
When I think of these memories, my mind feels like breaking into peices
I close my eyes & nearly die from crying because of missing you
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